Friday, May 2, 2008

Mixed feelings - May 01, 2007

Today was my due date for the baby I miscarried in September. I feel like I SHOULD have a baby to hold right now. I knew today would be a difficult day for me, and just thinking about it makes me want to cry. It doesn't help that I know 3 moms who have babies due this week.
I am very happy to be 6 1/2 months pregnant with a healthy baby, but I can't help but mourn the baby I'll never meet.